Its hard to say. "I'm in a lot of pain". I try 2 forget every thing but i can't. I try 2 forgive u this time also, but it's hard for me. But i still give u my forgiveness. You asked for another chance, then i give u the last chance. I don't know how long i will be able to bear with it. Every thing is hard for me lately, after all that.
Why don't u try 2 understand me?? Why don't u try 2 feel and understand what i feel like?? Is it hard 4 u?? Then why i can? I forgive u even this is not the 1st time. i give u another chance. even though i felt sick inside. i m the one who feel the pain and not you!
How come u love the other girl while u still have me baa? u said u love her. u said to her if u feel bored, the only thing u want to do is to chat whit her. so, how about me?? Who m i 2 u actually? so far what i know, i always contact u and u always contact me. But how come i don't know that u have scandal ha?? Or u Bosan slalu contact. Tp if not u will bising ckp xpndai kol la suma msg. ish..
Sometimes it so funny to think about. You r very good at finding reasons. u said like "that", but actually its like "this". I don't know y i still want to believe u lagi ah lepas semua ni?? after 4 years together baa. m i stupid ka?? sometimes i feel like i m so stupid to forgive u, to give u another chance to repent again. But when think again with my rationally, x slh memaafkn n i shud give u the chance u ask for. But its the last chance u have. No more chance after this.
Actually i know that u lie to me. when u go out to kk for example, u said u r alone. but i know that u r not alone. u said u won't go to that place. but i know u go there. if i call u n ask where u r, u said that u r on ur way home. but i know that sometimes u lied. actually u still at kk. How come kk to kb took 3 to 4 hours?? don't think that i don't know.
I knew u, but i still choose to believe u. Because i Love u. I know some people wud think this is stupid and i shud not do this and just leave u. But it's hard for me. i started to fall in love with ur family. But how could u do this to me after all of this. 4 years baa.
I don't know. Do you think yang I ni senang kena buli ka? You x pernah pn insaf slama ni. do u still remember ka what i told u b4? but u still do it. i don't know y. or u just lost interest on me? Do u know that this 4yrs i try 2 4get everything u have done to me n i managed to 4get. But now all the things yg i sdh kasih lupa dlu timbul balik + dgn prbuatan u skg ni. u just imagine what i feel. if i tell u this u mad at me. if i scold u, u scold me back. I really don't know what to do. now its up 2 u. u think yourself what the do's and the don'ts in a relationship. i think u knew it.
p/s: sorry broken English. Peace. v ^^ v
p/s: sorry broken English. Peace. v ^^ v
